Misery loves company, these bitches don't comfort me, they only come for me, only want the green, only want to fuck with me if I make it to the TV screen, never want to see me scream, never want to make me bleed, but they do, they choose to let me loose, games I never win but always lose, spend a lifetime on decline searching for a muse, swear I wish I could just mute all of you, I'ma recluse, ion fuck wit you it's no use, ya'll lifestyles don't match mine, and if I speak about it, ya'll just give me black eyes, she don't fuck wit me, she's only into black guys, not too long before I'm read my last rites...so I step left and write down all my wrongs to turn em into rights I can rap about on these songs, I'm 17 but I already feel my life's gone, but I've already said that on 17 of my songs, teens shouldn't have dreams, it's just wrong...
Where are my sunny days? Music gets 20 plays cause you people just don't appreciate that I've been at heaven's gates, been to hell too, works both ways, nobody to talk to on my worst days so I stick to word play and pray that one day my mind'll sway, no one shows up on my birthday, no wishes, no bitches, only ice cream cake and a couple dishes, guess I'm too big for my britches, guess it's my fault for wanting every day to be Christmas, never swing at a bitch, I'm what Chris missed, too ambitious, depression is such a big bitch, happiness comes in spurts, I'm stressin cause this rappin shit just won't work, I should just make ratchet songs so all these bitches can twerk, no one gets my fucking visions, so I sit and slit my wrists and shit, this is my life path, I fucking predicted it, happiness is too much to ask for isn't it?
Stay up all night thinking, waking up at 4 in the afternoon heavy drinking, smoke my day away while I try to numb the pain, wanna fill my veins with novacane to be quite Frank, want to drown myself in the Ocean and have my body drift away, wash up on a beach have a bitch sift the sand away, wish I could see myself in a positive aspect, wish I had access to the secrets of happiness, wish I wasn't as stressed, wish I could accept the fact that my heart is black, thought you could save it but you give my nothing but neglect, and I gave you nothing but respect, wasn't after sex but I guess that's the thought that got you stressed, but I ain't gonna hold my breath, and I ain't gonna be a pest, but you just lost the BEST...thing that you could've had, and I ain't even mad, but as I walk across this sand, this just all seems right, overthinking at night, grabbing the knife, stressing in my mind, guess this is the...
Saturday, July 13, 2013
Friday, July 12, 2013
TheWay(Remix)
Uh....
Girl you barely know me, but these feelings aren't phony, not writing this song to impress you enough to blow me, but I want you to hear what you did to me, never met physically, not even sure if you're into me, we could practically rewrite history, when you hit me first, it took me by surprise cause I wasn't expecting an angel like you to jus fall out the sky, but you landed in my lap and now it ain't no looking back, twilight imprint on my heart, okay that was kinda wack, but it's true, jus by talkin to you I feel like I've already known you, got a lot in common, it's kinda awesome how this blossomed, tried movin with caution but I'm already caught in ya trap, and to be honest I think I like it like that, I know you prolly not into rap, so I could go tit for tat wit all these facts, hide under my Nets cap while I spit this, getting to know you is something I could have never envisioned and now I'm in a position to get ya ears to listen to the words I'm spittin, made a decision that I was gonna go all in, stumblin prolly even fallin for you, wish I could clone you so you'd always be by my side, but that wouldn't do, cause the original is better, like Mewtwo and Mew, you're sweet and unique, met thru one tweet and now I'm wishin we could really meet, you came around just in time, I felt like a deadbeat, only had lyrics and beats to soothe me, ya got a year on me, but what does age even mean, when two hearts meet they silently speak, eye contact, yeah, yeah, all that, David Wright at bat, Matt Harvey on the mound, you and I together, unstoppable it sounds, but when I'm under center I fumble my luck to the ground, shorty you could own the whole franchise fuck a sanchize I'm ya quarterback now and I'm out to win you that prize, but enough sports talk, walks on the boardwalk, ocean view while I try to pry out the emotions inside of you...amazed by the very view of you, and if you take anything out of the words I spew is that I'd prolly never even hurt you, you the type of girl that deserves to get treated how queens do, ric flair on the mic tryin woo you, I'mma smoove dude, not the type to be rude, not tryna tell you all the right lies and then undress you, I know I prolly stress you, but it's clear god has blessed you, don't want to sound obsessed boo, I just don't want to be full of regret if I never tell ya your special, just want to make sure we're on the same level, I think it's worth it to tell you that your perfect, a Nets, Jets, and Mets fan, well got damn, you passionate for sports, and if I'm not the right man to give you passion and support then you can throw me off the court, all I'm tryna say is that I want to hold your hand and maybe lay and watch a game or two, hold ya and make you feel incredible, distance is nothing to me, makes it more special, but it's the way you make me feel that got my emotions to wrestle, got me poppin blood vessels everytime you respond to me...maybe this crush is elementary, perhaps I'm being too complementary, maybe you were just being friendly, maybe after this track you'll look at me differently, but I had to get this off my chest, cause if I didn't I'd prolly be even more stressed. I'm in waaay over my head, a girl as beautiful as you would never want to date a guy like me, nerd, loner, rapper tryna cash in on his dreams, maybe this life is more complex than it seems, but if I know one thing is that your kinda it for me.
Girl you barely know me, but these feelings aren't phony, not writing this song to impress you enough to blow me, but I want you to hear what you did to me, never met physically, not even sure if you're into me, we could practically rewrite history, when you hit me first, it took me by surprise cause I wasn't expecting an angel like you to jus fall out the sky, but you landed in my lap and now it ain't no looking back, twilight imprint on my heart, okay that was kinda wack, but it's true, jus by talkin to you I feel like I've already known you, got a lot in common, it's kinda awesome how this blossomed, tried movin with caution but I'm already caught in ya trap, and to be honest I think I like it like that, I know you prolly not into rap, so I could go tit for tat wit all these facts, hide under my Nets cap while I spit this, getting to know you is something I could have never envisioned and now I'm in a position to get ya ears to listen to the words I'm spittin, made a decision that I was gonna go all in, stumblin prolly even fallin for you, wish I could clone you so you'd always be by my side, but that wouldn't do, cause the original is better, like Mewtwo and Mew, you're sweet and unique, met thru one tweet and now I'm wishin we could really meet, you came around just in time, I felt like a deadbeat, only had lyrics and beats to soothe me, ya got a year on me, but what does age even mean, when two hearts meet they silently speak, eye contact, yeah, yeah, all that, David Wright at bat, Matt Harvey on the mound, you and I together, unstoppable it sounds, but when I'm under center I fumble my luck to the ground, shorty you could own the whole franchise fuck a sanchize I'm ya quarterback now and I'm out to win you that prize, but enough sports talk, walks on the boardwalk, ocean view while I try to pry out the emotions inside of you...amazed by the very view of you, and if you take anything out of the words I spew is that I'd prolly never even hurt you, you the type of girl that deserves to get treated how queens do, ric flair on the mic tryin woo you, I'mma smoove dude, not the type to be rude, not tryna tell you all the right lies and then undress you, I know I prolly stress you, but it's clear god has blessed you, don't want to sound obsessed boo, I just don't want to be full of regret if I never tell ya your special, just want to make sure we're on the same level, I think it's worth it to tell you that your perfect, a Nets, Jets, and Mets fan, well got damn, you passionate for sports, and if I'm not the right man to give you passion and support then you can throw me off the court, all I'm tryna say is that I want to hold your hand and maybe lay and watch a game or two, hold ya and make you feel incredible, distance is nothing to me, makes it more special, but it's the way you make me feel that got my emotions to wrestle, got me poppin blood vessels everytime you respond to me...maybe this crush is elementary, perhaps I'm being too complementary, maybe you were just being friendly, maybe after this track you'll look at me differently, but I had to get this off my chest, cause if I didn't I'd prolly be even more stressed. I'm in waaay over my head, a girl as beautiful as you would never want to date a guy like me, nerd, loner, rapper tryna cash in on his dreams, maybe this life is more complex than it seems, but if I know one thing is that your kinda it for me.
Sunday, June 30, 2013
Red Solo Cup
Step on the scene, white cup of lean, fresh pair of jeans and a graphic tee, nobody told me to dress like a phony, so I'mma keep it G and not F with the Set cause I could pretty much lose everybody's respect, but fuck that as long as I'm drunk and bitches are down to hump I don't give a fuck, bump my shit, bump my fist, talk some shit, gimme more liq, aight now I'm lit, light, fight, right, night, words slurred so I just start to curse, fuck that bitch, she ain't suckin dick so might as well let her dip..what is it? are you not used to hearing rap like this? This a party song so I don't really give a shit...
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
nigga put ya cup up...
put ya cup up...
pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker...
nigga pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker
pour some more liquor...
They can't hold me, can't control me, scorpio be the sign, money on my mind, 4 hours later smashin girls from behind, cocaine line I'm first in...get a buzz then I burst in...start flirtin...take off my shirt, now I'm shirtless, party mad important...taking all these shots swear I'm Mike Jordan...don't ask what shoes I'm sportin...cause a nigga too cool to wear Jordans...feelin tipsy, a little dizzy, life plummet harder than the childhood stars on Disney, dig me? Life too short to be giving any fucks so fuck the world til I bust a nut, I want people to play this and put it on they playlists and be like Tizzy's amazin...fuck a party I'm blazin, high as hell and with my mind this should go well...
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
nigga put ya cup up...
put ya cup up...
pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker...
nigga pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker
pour some more liquor...
There I did it, I made a party song, right in front of my bong, if you think this change is permanent you're wrong, concious rapper still goin strong, made a promise that it's gonna stay like that for so long, money ain't a object it's nonsense, shots clutcher than Joe Johnson, ain't hear my songs check the content, I'm so complex I gave my self a complex, turned into a lyrical monster, don't change the scene, cause I'm only 17 and I have the ability to turn into a beast of which you've never seen...
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
nigga put ya cup up...
put ya cup up...
pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker...
nigga pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker
pour some more liquor...
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
nigga put ya cup up...
put ya cup up...
pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker...
nigga pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker
pour some more liquor...
They can't hold me, can't control me, scorpio be the sign, money on my mind, 4 hours later smashin girls from behind, cocaine line I'm first in...get a buzz then I burst in...start flirtin...take off my shirt, now I'm shirtless, party mad important...taking all these shots swear I'm Mike Jordan...don't ask what shoes I'm sportin...cause a nigga too cool to wear Jordans...feelin tipsy, a little dizzy, life plummet harder than the childhood stars on Disney, dig me? Life too short to be giving any fucks so fuck the world til I bust a nut, I want people to play this and put it on they playlists and be like Tizzy's amazin...fuck a party I'm blazin, high as hell and with my mind this should go well...
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
nigga put ya cup up...
put ya cup up...
pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker...
nigga pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker
pour some more liquor...
There I did it, I made a party song, right in front of my bong, if you think this change is permanent you're wrong, concious rapper still goin strong, made a promise that it's gonna stay like that for so long, money ain't a object it's nonsense, shots clutcher than Joe Johnson, ain't hear my songs check the content, I'm so complex I gave my self a complex, turned into a lyrical monster, don't change the scene, cause I'm only 17 and I have the ability to turn into a beast of which you've never seen...
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
put ya cups up if you don't give a fuck
nigga put ya cup up...
put ya cup up...
pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker...
nigga pour some more liquor to get a buzz quicker
pour some more liquor...
Stage Left.
Everybody tellin me let it be, never wanna see a scene so obscne but where I was goin shit was lookin bleek, move to Memphis, fishin in the sea but what you see is what you need to believe there ain't no more to me, no power ranger morphin just let me breathe, no expectations blazing frustratin me this is what happens when I'm left to be, riding clean in my 2013 mitsubishi but these bitches hate me, ridin solo dolo is my moho oh no I'm as tall as the poconos and if a bitch act up I'll poke that hoe, emotional uncontrollable psycho liable to take a knife and endanger my life, another rap about suicide shut the fuck up fore I pull a homicide, tell me there's more to life one more time, but since nobody like me I should prolly heed advice, put down the knife and live my life but whatever the night is nice, shorty right by my side, maybe she'll let me slide after a couple shots tonight...how the fuck do I steer this ride?
Back up on my shit, back up on the list, best looking I'm convinced, not bad for a spic who can't spit, not bad for a kid with no talent that should just stick to making a habit of running away like a rabbit, maybe a rabbit I should b but that would mean I could spit mean and destroy a whole team trying to step to me, eventually they'll remember me, weekend memories, no time for females I'mma better me, getting high at night, T I double Z Y reppin my set V double G F til my very last set, Sub Zero move set, frozen heart, now go start the car, start moving never gonna park, life is an open road and I don't love hoes, eyes on one, she knows who she is, to the rest of the world, I'm jus a kid tryna make it in a biz that rejected me lately the friend zone is my specialty, residency and sanctuary, break this shit down, frown upside down, never going back to the ground, standing tall after I almost lost it all, that's why the smile on my face is so big, cause life use to suck like Kirby...til I copied an ability where nothing could hurt me...
Back up on my shit, back up on the list, best looking I'm convinced, not bad for a spic who can't spit, not bad for a kid with no talent that should just stick to making a habit of running away like a rabbit, maybe a rabbit I should b but that would mean I could spit mean and destroy a whole team trying to step to me, eventually they'll remember me, weekend memories, no time for females I'mma better me, getting high at night, T I double Z Y reppin my set V double G F til my very last set, Sub Zero move set, frozen heart, now go start the car, start moving never gonna park, life is an open road and I don't love hoes, eyes on one, she knows who she is, to the rest of the world, I'm jus a kid tryna make it in a biz that rejected me lately the friend zone is my specialty, residency and sanctuary, break this shit down, frown upside down, never going back to the ground, standing tall after I almost lost it all, that's why the smile on my face is so big, cause life use to suck like Kirby...til I copied an ability where nothing could hurt me...
Monday, June 24, 2013
JusAnotherHomie.
Ya tried to control me...
But you don't even know me...
You was jus another homie...
Now you owe me...
For all the times I had ya back...
You was there to turn the knife in mine..
Not lookin back, yu jus an afterthought in my mind...
Grew up together...built a crew together, us two, withstood weather, first day of kindergarten we shared milk cartons, ya stole my toys at show and tell, I begged ya pardon...fast forward a couple years, bond got stronger, always at each others houses beggin to stay longer, runnin round wit invisible rocket launchers, star wars on ya front lawn, jedi vs darth maul...phone calls at night, talkin bout the girls we'd get wit right? Always got along, never had a fight, I knew back then that we'd be friends for life, no end in sight, future lookin bright, both losers but hey it's life..little did I know how much time flies..
the day we graduated 8th grade, we both said, high schools gonna be a change, don't let it mess wit our brains, no classes freshmen year but we kept our bond, had lunch together so we sat and kept our bond, swore we'd never let a broad flaw our bond, til one day I made the first mistake, it was supposed to be ya first day to impress a chick you been talkin to for days, then I realized for her I felt the same way, chilled in ya basement spit my game you noticed and wanted to sock me in the face, and on you I place no blame, didn't realize the mistake I made...after that didn't talk for days...beginning of the end old friend...
Present day, we presently don't speak, jus know the doors always open broski, I know you busy wit ya team, no time for me, especially after I had none for you when I was dating that shrew...I conclude, you switched up on me, I consulted you wit an apology which aparenlty you had no time to read, let it be Tizzy, don't need nobody that don't need me, it jus sucks how this all came to be, bestfriends since before we could speak, and now that I know my way around words, it hurts losin someone, it's absurd, considered you a blood brother, now you no different than the rest of these blood suckers...damn sucker...
But you don't even know me...
You was jus another homie...
Now you owe me...
For all the times I had ya back...
You was there to turn the knife in mine..
Not lookin back, yu jus an afterthought in my mind...
Grew up together...built a crew together, us two, withstood weather, first day of kindergarten we shared milk cartons, ya stole my toys at show and tell, I begged ya pardon...fast forward a couple years, bond got stronger, always at each others houses beggin to stay longer, runnin round wit invisible rocket launchers, star wars on ya front lawn, jedi vs darth maul...phone calls at night, talkin bout the girls we'd get wit right? Always got along, never had a fight, I knew back then that we'd be friends for life, no end in sight, future lookin bright, both losers but hey it's life..little did I know how much time flies..
the day we graduated 8th grade, we both said, high schools gonna be a change, don't let it mess wit our brains, no classes freshmen year but we kept our bond, had lunch together so we sat and kept our bond, swore we'd never let a broad flaw our bond, til one day I made the first mistake, it was supposed to be ya first day to impress a chick you been talkin to for days, then I realized for her I felt the same way, chilled in ya basement spit my game you noticed and wanted to sock me in the face, and on you I place no blame, didn't realize the mistake I made...after that didn't talk for days...beginning of the end old friend...
Present day, we presently don't speak, jus know the doors always open broski, I know you busy wit ya team, no time for me, especially after I had none for you when I was dating that shrew...I conclude, you switched up on me, I consulted you wit an apology which aparenlty you had no time to read, let it be Tizzy, don't need nobody that don't need me, it jus sucks how this all came to be, bestfriends since before we could speak, and now that I know my way around words, it hurts losin someone, it's absurd, considered you a blood brother, now you no different than the rest of these blood suckers...damn sucker...
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